She's stubborn; my secret lover
She's got me wrapped around her fingers
The same fingers she jams down my gullet
Maneuvering, manipulating
Thus eliminating, regurgitating
Anxiety evacuating
Her victim slowly disintegrating
They're interchangeable
They've already forgotten your face
Though you've only been gone for an instant
Someone has taken your place
And it doesn't matter where you go
It will be the same
People are interchangeable
They'll forget your name
And the seasons aren't seasons anymore
Everyone is keeping score
In this game that never ends
We circle the board again
Troublesome notions exalted within
Disturbing, yet alluring
Bubbling beneath the skin
Her delicate hands resting lifelessly
She staggers to the mirror and examines carefully
A silhouette unpleasing
Silent voices multiply
Disgusted with an illusion
She can only close her eyes
Her lips crack as she inhales
Her brittle nails fold
Irregular heartbeat
Frigid fingers
Frigid toes
Sometimes, more often than before
I am crippled
Things are stale and flat
People are crooked and I am bitter
What is stability
I need something tangible
It all seems impossible
It's all too strenuous
Can I salvage my identity
They're suffocating me
And I'm exhausted
The steady beating of the rain
Suspending each unstable thought
Thick and warm, suffocating the icicles which have formed physically and mentally
Lulling myself into a deep sleep
Spring, I have been pining
She's stubborn; my secret lover
She's got me wrapped around her fingers
The same fingers she jams down my gullet
Maneuvering, manipulating
Thus eliminating, regurgitating
Anxiety evacuating
Her victim slowly disintegrating
They're interchangeable
They've already forgotten your face
Though you've only been gone for an instant
Someone has taken your place
And it doesn't matter where you go
It will be the same
People are interchangeable
They'll forget your name
And the seasons aren't seasons anymore
Everyone is keeping score
In this game that never ends
We circle the board again
Troublesome notions exalted within
Disturbing, yet alluring
Bubbling beneath the skin
Her delicate hands resting lifelessly
She staggers to the mirror and examines carefully
A silhouette unpleasing
Silent voices multiply
Disgusted with an illusion
She can only close her eyes
Her lips crack as she inhales
Her brittle nails fold
Irregular heartbeat
Frigid fingers
Frigid toes
Sometimes, more often than before
I am crippled
Things are stale and flat
People are crooked and I am bitter
What is stability
I need something tangible
It all seems impossible
It's all too strenuous
Can I salvage my identity
They're suffocating me
And I'm exhausted
The steady beating of the rain
Suspending each unstable thought
Thick and warm, suffocating the icicles which have formed physically and mentally
Lulling myself into a deep sleep
Spring, I have been pining